This is me for forever….. One of the lost ones….

This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as compass

This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline

Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I’d give my everything

My flower
Withered between
The pages two and three
The once and forever bloom gone with my sins

Nightwish – Nemo 

 

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What I’m wearing:

skin: 7 Deadly s{K}ins – Venus (drow version) @ Pastel Goth

hair: little bones. Riki – (FREE)

top: :: Delirium-Style – P-Goth Tank w.HUD :: BUNNY @ Pastel Goth

skirt: [ SAKIDE ] Pastel Gloomy Outfit (part of it)  @ Pastel Goth

shoes: Tameless Pritty Goth Shoes – Pink Skulls @ Pastel Goth

horns: :: Delirium-Style – Pastel Goth Horns Licorice :: @ Pastel Goth

 

 

 

Give a little time to me or burn this out……

Give me love like her
‘Cause lately I’ve been waking up alone
Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt
Told you I’d let them go

And that I’ll fight my corner
Maybe tonight I’ll call ya
After my blood turns into alcohol
No, I just wanna hold ya

Give a little time to me or burn this out
We’ll play hide and seek to turn this around
All I want is the taste that your lips allow
My, my, my, my, oh, give me love

My, my, my, my, oh, give me love
My, my, my, my, oh, give me love
My, my, my, my, oh, give me love
My, my, my, my, oh, give me love

Ed Sheeran – Give me Love 

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What I’m wearing:

skin: Lumae :: Niska – 5 – Amber // Petals @ My Attic 

hair: ~Tableau Vivant~ Pretty reckless II – Redheads

top: [ SAKIDE ] Chaos Bustier Black

skirt: Happy Undead – Mini Skirt [vinyl greys and reds]

boots: [ SAKIDE ] Gloss Boots @ The Body Mod Expo 

A new day will bring the peace I need…..

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Felt when I walked when I walked out the door

A new day will bring the peace I need
Oh baby I’m so sorry but I leak all the blood
from the past and now it turns into mud
I still feel the devil breaths in me
But this time I will break him piece by piece

Hold back your fears you’re more than home
Could it be that the tears no longer sad but true
Break the moment into something more than gold
And I realize it now, it was never meant to hold

Sweet as it was not forever and never to close
I believe the pain was hunting me
For all the things that should not be
But i need a new love and for once I believe that it’s her
I still feel the devil breathers in me
But this time I will break him piece by piece

Volbeat – A New Day 

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What I’m wearing:

skin:  7 Deadly s{K}ins  – BAUKJE (with Maitreya Appliers)

body: Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

hair: [elikatira] Edyta – Redheads

outfit: [ SAKIDE ] Emelia Outfit Black (top from the white version)  @ The Fantasy Collective

collar/cuffs: **RE** ReVoX Avo Set RLV

location: The Vineyard at Checkmate

Your first love, can you still remember…..

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Weißt du noch deine erste Wohnung? Die große Stadt du kamst nicht zurecht. Damals war dir alles fremd und jetzt willst du nicht mehr weg. Weißt du noch deine erste Krise? Später hat sie sich ins Glück verkehrt. Und so geht es immer mal hin un her.

Dein Herz ist ein Pendel, es schlägt und schlägt aus. Solangs sich bewegt bewegst du dich auch.
Dein Herz ist im Wandel und wann immer du glaubst, du wärst am boden, ziehts dich nach oben. Lass es noch weiterschwingen es wird dich weiterbringen
Das Herz ist ein Pendel es schlägt und schlägt aus.

Yvonne Catterfeld – Pendel

translation

As i’m a native german and i love my language, it is a german song, i added a link for the english translation 😉

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What I’m wearing:

skin: 7 Deadly s{K}ins -TAVIA @ Oh My Gacha

hair: (r)M Hair, No.40’15  @ Hair Fair 2015 

top: [ SAKIDE ] Joyful Summer Tanks @ Oh My Gacha

jeans: [ SAKIDE ] Intrisic Summer Jeans @ Oh My Gacha

tattoo: [White~Widow] Midnight in Paris

 

there’s no one no one to replace you….

you’re the one, the one I believe in
never had a love so strong, all my faith resides in you
so I go to all the places where we used to be as one
I can hear you calling me

You’re the one I always remember
You’re the one the one for me
Eternal love but change came suddenly

I
I still can see you and I, I’m at your side
I, I still can feel you
Coz I’m there, on the other side

there’s no one no one to replace you
you’re the one that shines for me
gotta go where no one else can go
I’m the one, the one that will follow
and I see a ray of light
you’re my beacon in the night
I can feel, feel you coming
gonna kiss the deadly sin
and I hear, hear you calling; now I’m answering

I, I still can see you…

Beloved enemy – the other side

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What I’m wearing:

skin: 7 Deadly s{K}ins – Ursula

hair: MINA – Dionne – Dark red @ Chapter Four

outfit: [ SAKIDE ] Angharad Outfit @ The Fantasy Collective 

shoes: FDD Stories *Summer Flats* @ The Fantasy Collective 

collar and cuffs : (r)M, Bow Me Up

pose: La Jolie Rose Sensuality Poses New** @ The Fantasy Collective 

‘But they keep asking where I go next’

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Nothings ever what we expect
But they keep asking where I go next
Oh, were chasing the sunset
Go mind on you

It doesn’t matter where were on, on, on
It doesn’t matter where were on, on, on
It doesn’t matter, no

If theres a moment when it’s perfect
It will cover me as the sun goes down
As the sun goes down
As the sun goes down
As the sun goes down

It doesn’t matter where were on, on, on
It doesn’t matter where were on, on, on
It doesn’t matter, no

Robin Schulz – Sun goes down

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What I’m wearing:

skin: Lumae :: Beth ~ Tone 5 – Caramel // Bare

hair: CATWA HAIR WokeUp [C]

outfit: [ SAKIDE ] Merula Outfit @ World Goth Fair 2015

shoes: .Dirtystories. Skeleton Heels

bracelets:  .Dirtystories. Skull Cuffs

‘It makes me feel like going crazy’

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It makes me feel like going crazy
And suddenly you don’t think good of me
Constant volume
Buy the lady a drink my friend
Spread out the night stand spirit team

Now listen here
The mark to greet the masquerade is here
Violating lovers for their aim and plead
For something more they cannot see
It makes no different kind of sense
That helps me to forget

Say 180, the cure for the seventeen kills
Mind escaping
It brings them through the day
So sorry to be

Volbeat – Say your number

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What I’m wearing:

skin: .::WoW Skins::. V2 Nina Tan @ Olala

hair: TRUTH HAIR Malea –  variety

outfit: [ SAKIDE ] Tira Outfit @ The Dark Style Fair 2

boots: [ SAKIDE ] Tira Boots @ The Dark Style Fair 2

gloves: *HolliPocket* You’re The Cure Gloves

bracelets + collar: **RE** ReVoX Avo Set RLV

pose: Eternal Dream  – Anna @ Designer Circle